<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[How I Learned: DREADLINE]]></title><description><![CDATA[On writing, creativity, and why we're even like this.]]></description><link>https://www.howilearnedseries.com/s/dreadline</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!vXGy!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fd4ac295d-3929-4831-8df2-bdfa7aed3c12_500x500.png</url><title>How I Learned: DREADLINE</title><link>https://www.howilearnedseries.com/s/dreadline</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Tue, 26 May 2026 08:08:19 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://www.howilearnedseries.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Blaise Allysen Kearsley]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[howilearned@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[howilearned@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Blaise Allysen Kearsley]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Blaise Allysen Kearsley]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[howilearned@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[howilearned@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Blaise Allysen Kearsley]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[A 'Note' But Make It An 'Article']]></title><description><![CDATA[When trying to file an essay is like Salieri killing Mozart]]></description><link>https://www.howilearnedseries.com/p/a-note-but-make-it-an-article</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.howilearnedseries.com/p/a-note-but-make-it-an-article</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Blaise Allysen Kearsley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 17 Apr 2026 16:09:52 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iY2C!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffbe41033-557f-43f7-9f86-72ccbd66c536_780x438.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve been struggling with an essay I&#8217;m writing (in theory) for a forthcoming anthology. IT&#8217;S SO HARD. Like, it&#8217;s as if I&#8217;ve never written a complete anything. Not even a D-minus middle school book report on <em>In Dubious Battle</em>. (Also, I had the flu last week and lost nearly all functionality? First time I&#8217;d gotten <em>sick</em>-sick in years?)</p><p>I have to file tonight. That&#8217;s it. Last chance. It&#8217;s a gift to have been invited to contribute and the editor IS A SAINT. Today, she reminded me of Tom Hulce in his final scene of <em>Amadeus</em>, and she told me not to die. I heard her and loved the reference (the <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQV9yySOmhs">trailer</a> alone is miraculous), but also I was like, wait is she expecting fucking Mozart?</p><p>I think I know why this assignment has been murder for me, despite it being a humor piece(!). But that is another essay (optimistic) for another time (optimistic), about knowing what kind of writer you are (derogatory).</p><p>ALL TO SAY: Jill Talbot, though. Jill Talbot has been key to my survival for keeping this damn thing pushing. Her piece <a href="https://substack.com/home/post/p-189197898">&#8220;All Or Nothing, Self-Portrait at Twenty-Seven&#8221;</a>* has been my inspiration.</p><p>It&#8217;s holding fast. It&#8217;s all keeping on.</p><p>xo <a href="http://www.blaiseallysenkearsley.com">Blaise</a></p><div><hr></div><p>*You can also read it <a href="https://brevitymag.com/nonfiction/all-or-nothing/">on </a><em><a href="https://brevitymag.com/nonfiction/all-or-nothing/">Brevity</a></em>.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iY2C!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffbe41033-557f-43f7-9f86-72ccbd66c536_780x438.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iY2C!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffbe41033-557f-43f7-9f86-72ccbd66c536_780x438.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iY2C!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffbe41033-557f-43f7-9f86-72ccbd66c536_780x438.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iY2C!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffbe41033-557f-43f7-9f86-72ccbd66c536_780x438.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iY2C!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffbe41033-557f-43f7-9f86-72ccbd66c536_780x438.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iY2C!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffbe41033-557f-43f7-9f86-72ccbd66c536_780x438.jpeg" width="780" height="438" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/fbe41033-557f-43f7-9f86-72ccbd66c536_780x438.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:438,&quot;width&quot;:780,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:null,&quot;alt&quot;:&quot;Tom Hulce in Amadeus&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:null,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="Tom Hulce in Amadeus" title="Tom Hulce in Amadeus" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iY2C!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffbe41033-557f-43f7-9f86-72ccbd66c536_780x438.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iY2C!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffbe41033-557f-43f7-9f86-72ccbd66c536_780x438.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iY2C!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffbe41033-557f-43f7-9f86-72ccbd66c536_780x438.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!iY2C!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffbe41033-557f-43f7-9f86-72ccbd66c536_780x438.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Not today, Salieri. Not today.</figcaption></figure></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KTbY!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe6d64bc8-e04e-4f94-90a3-70009357a4db_1344x34.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KTbY!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe6d64bc8-e04e-4f94-90a3-70009357a4db_1344x34.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KTbY!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe6d64bc8-e04e-4f94-90a3-70009357a4db_1344x34.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KTbY!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe6d64bc8-e04e-4f94-90a3-70009357a4db_1344x34.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KTbY!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe6d64bc8-e04e-4f94-90a3-70009357a4db_1344x34.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KTbY!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe6d64bc8-e04e-4f94-90a3-70009357a4db_1344x34.png" width="1344" height="34" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/e6d64bc8-e04e-4f94-90a3-70009357a4db_1344x34.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:34,&quot;width&quot;:1344,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:13738,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/png&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://www.howilearnedseries.com/i/194530145?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F0710c249-ec6c-4f98-8883-3fda68c5adca_1344x257.png&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KTbY!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe6d64bc8-e04e-4f94-90a3-70009357a4db_1344x34.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KTbY!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe6d64bc8-e04e-4f94-90a3-70009357a4db_1344x34.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KTbY!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe6d64bc8-e04e-4f94-90a3-70009357a4db_1344x34.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KTbY!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe6d64bc8-e04e-4f94-90a3-70009357a4db_1344x34.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div></div></div></a></figure></div><h4><strong>Previously on How I Learned</strong></h4><div class="digest-post-embed" data-attrs="{&quot;nodeId&quot;:&quot;60c094db-4f9e-402e-941f-da569323d23b&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;If you&#8217;re alive long enough, memories become like a burlap bag of rocks you lug around, with some hunks of silver a&#8230;&quot;,&quot;cta&quot;:&quot;Read full story&quot;,&quot;showBylines&quot;:true,&quot;size&quot;:&quot;sm&quot;,&quot;isEditorNode&quot;:true,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;Going To The Go-Go's&quot;,&quot;publishedBylines&quot;:[{&quot;id&quot;:7500493,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;MUTHR, FCKD&quot;,&quot;bio&quot;:&quot;Deep thoughts and petty bullshit about pop culture and the human condition by journalist and essayist, Vivian Manning-Schaffel. 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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[I Regret Sending That Email]]></title><description><![CDATA[Debilitating perfectionism and crushing anxiety (but otherwise writing is fun)]]></description><link>https://www.howilearnedseries.com/p/i-regret-sending-that-email</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.howilearnedseries.com/p/i-regret-sending-that-email</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Blaise Allysen Kearsley]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 24 Oct 2025 17:21:04 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/f9227b63-0cac-4b03-80cb-66fbce9af7a1_960x958.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The day before yesterday, I sent out a new micro-essay to my subscribers. It was riddled with errors and typos. There were passages that didn&#8217;t land and story beats that didn&#8217;t make sense.</p><p>I needed to&#8230;</p>
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